Old embarrassing photos

Hello blogging community, how are you all? so today I want to share some of my personal pictures but they’re not only personal, they’re also pretty embarrassing aha and you’ll see that I changed a lot physically! Make sure to have your eyes wide open! 😉

This first photo isn’t embarrassing at all as you can see, I just want to start with a photo of me as a child, a normal one aha.

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I can’t tell you exactly how hold I was but maybe I was between 3 or 4 years old. To be honest with you, I think I look cute and look at my hair, they looked so cool at that time!

Teenage years has totally changed me, spots appeared on my face, and it was the moment I had no fashion style, clearly, I didn’t know how to dress up.


You might not recognise me on this one but this is me, back in 2009. Hard to believe it huh?  Seriously, look at this jacket! what on hearth is that? I’m not even talking about the scarf. I disappoint myself because I used to love this jacket! ^^’ But at least I have matchy shoelaces and T-shirt.

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This one compared to the others isn’t too old. It was taken by my grandfather 4 years ago, at the time I thought I was a model (i’m joking). 😀


Throwback to the time I was in a band. We had our own T-shirt with our names in the back, it was good time! 😛

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Aha I remember this one very well, a friend and I were baking and I had had this brilliant idea to cover my face with chocolate.


Look at young grumpy me in London! 😀 How can I look grumpy in London? Young me was odd.

I saved the best for last TADAAAAAAAA 


My eyebrows were totally on point aha ^^

I have a lot more pictures, but I am saving them, maybe you’ll want a part two?  I had so much fun doing this, I don’t care about posting old embarrassing photos of myself, I want you to know how I looked when I was younger aha. 🙂

Love from actual me,




The Miranda Sings Award

Miranda Sings

Wait, what? I have been nominated for an award? apparently yes! oh okay! 🙂 First of all, I have to say that this award is the most hilarious one I’ve ever seen since I first started blogging. Come on, a Miranda Sings award! aha.

I have been nominated by the lovely wordsfromateenagegirl (so thank you) to accomplish this hard task. It’s an award which was created by Claudia’s thoughts, it’s about complimenting and feeling good about yourself (this award was made for me, aha joke) and here are the rules:

– Announce your win with a post and link the blogger who nominated you.
– Include the featured image on your blog post.
– Nominate 10 bloggers (or as many as you can think of) and link your awardees in the post.
– List 7 things you love about yourself (This can be about your appearance, your personality, your achievements, etc.)
– Don’t use negative connotation. (I.e. Don’t say things like – I’m prettier than an average person or People have told me I’m smart. You ARE pretty. You ARE smart.)

Oh man, this is going to be really hard *depressed emoji*

1)Can I say I’m funny? because I don’t know if everyone agree with that, some people could think I’m just annoying! :’D I make people laugh, so I guess I can be funny sometimes.

2)It can be considered as an achievement so it works. I don’t think you know but I redoubled my first year of english license but I’m very happy to say that I finally validated my first term (I have one more to validate to pass in year 2) I’m proud of myself, I was so stressed about failing again, but I worked harder this time.

3)My determination to workout. I recently started Lucy Wyndham-Read’s exercises. You may know her for her little appearances in Anna Saccone Joly’s videos, she’s her personal fitness coach. It’s very severe but when you wake up the next day your all body aches. I really want to get fitter and be more muscular and also more comfortable in my own body because that’s the main reason.

4)I like my hair color, brown with blond locks, it isn’t natural, I had them dyed a few months ago.

5)(4 done, 3 more to go) When I was in primary school all kids used to name the color of their eyes, I don’t know if you did that as well  but brown eyes were “pig eyes”, green eyes were “viper eyes” etc… so I have pig eyes aha but I like them because they have a hazel color when I expose to the sun.

6)Me singing in front of a hundred people, 4 years ago. I kicked stress in the balls that day.

7)I got over a very difficult time when I was in high school, and maybe I’ll right a post about it someday but I’m not too sure right now. But I got over it and I’m very happy about myself.

I literally spent ages to find things I love about myself aha but I did it whoop whoop! It’s time for you to do the same now, I nominate:

Raisa Escalada

Zoel Hernandez


Chloe Lauren









Go grab your laptop and start writing your list! 🙂

Thank you all ❤







What about a new Q&A?

I don’t know if it’s too soon or not but I did this a month ago (already? time flies) and as I have new subscribers maybe you’d like to know something in particular about me? You’re free to ask me anything! So comment down below if you have any questions, I’m already excited about it!

Thank you lovelies


La Chandeleur

Food food food food food! since Christmas I’ve taken the bad habit to eat too much, like chocolate for example ^^ I need to stop it, I should eat fruits instead. But people don’t help when they buy you a box of chocolate do they? 

So today’s post is something a little special because I am going to write about a typical thing which is celebrated every year in France, “la chandeleur”. You may ask, what the heck is this? well let me explain it for you. So it is either celebrated on February the 2nd or on the Sunday between January the 28th and February the 3rd and according to what wikipedia says it is a Christian celebration (celebrated by everyone now). My dad prepared the pancake (crêpe) batter last week before going to work and I thought I could cooked them, which I did. They weren’t perfect, some were thicker than some others but in the end they tasted good. I took a few pictures for you so here they are:

Have you ever eaten crêpes? because it is amazing, I enjoy being French so much aha. You can eat them with anything you want but the best is the sugary one, the basic one. You can also choose to eat your crêpe with an egg, ham and cheese and then bend it. It is delicious, you should try this at home and it’s easy to do so you have no excuse! 🙂

I wanted to give you a recipe but I am so bad at explaining things, I don’t want to mislead you. The Internet will do it better. Don’t forget to tell me if you already tried it before, I would like to know.

That is it for today’s post, I hope you liked my crappy pictures aha and i’ll see you later with another post!




Let me introduce myself, that is the least I can do right? I am Mathilde and I come from France (Why am I writing in english then? because I chose to make my blog in english 😉 ) in a little city located in Normandy where it rains ALL the time (Don’t go there)

I may have plenty of things to say because I have so many hobbies and interests…but first let’s start about what I love the most: Music, I’ve been playing guitar for more than six years maybe now and singing for three years (I still was at the time I wrote this post but I don’t have the time anymore). I really enjoy it. I also listen to everything, though my favorite genre is the electronic music (Actually I dream about becoming a DJ sometimes, so tempting). 

Then, I’m interested in art, I draw, I like reading, my favorite author is Stephen King and I love Sophie Kinsella. Continue reading “INTRODUCTION”



You might ask why I chose (not an idea of me actually, but don’t tell anyone) this name for my blog am I right?!

Well, let me explain.

I’m dealing with a lot of things (like most people I guess) and I’m also a very shy person, I just can not talk with people I never talked to (I mean, you know, the kind of moments where you have to hang out with friends and they also invite other friends that you never met before? yeah that’s what I’m talking about) and that can be a handicap. A handicap that I can NOT control. Once I get to know them, it gets a little bit better but for example, I could spend an entire night without talking to anyone and it hurts sometimes and I’m even certain some people think I am antisocial, which I am not. I’m trying really hard to get over this and I do believe I can do this and I also know that I’m not the only one feeling that way, you know how I feel, we all share the same feeling after all.

Now, maybe you can understand the meaning of Birdree? Bird & Free(dom). The Bird comes out winner from this struggle.

The only way for me to talk is through the Internet, and I feel good, really good.


Love ❤